that phone call away

ummi called this morning
she talked of the things i've always dreamed of
those dreams which i always kept myself...

• to drive forever without asking permission from anyone
• to relive those sweet childhood memories once more
• to end all the heartaches caused by my own faults
  
• to be a true servant to Allah Almighty
• ... (i can't be sharing everything)
  

and i never told anyone
it surprised me to the fullest that:

• she knew what my heart wanted
• she was giving me hope after weeks of agony
• Allah planned all this so beautifully

when someone you loved, showered you care and understood you; the love deepens rite?
my love for ummi grows even more
thank you Allah for giving me the chance to still be with ummi
she always was a phone call away

why, the highest thanks should be given

• to The One who cared for me longer and most
• to The One who understood me most
• to The One who never gave up on me

thak you Allah for always being there
please forgive my ignorance
i wanna be stronger, more devoted to You
yet sometimes - i failed
let this be the last
besides, He always was a prayer away
in reality, looking on me

"dear Allah, i need You"